The doctor told Haley she has non-small cell lung cancer and it is in the 4th stage in which there is no cure.. She took it as before, with a smile. I must tell you I am just sick. And how in the world does a 15 year old hear those words and smile instead of cry? I'm absolutely positive I would have been scared to death if I would have gotten news like that when I was 15. She is trusting in Jesus not the doctors. Not just with her life, but with her precious soul. And praise God for keeping her heart calm.
Our Doctor is going to present Haley's case to St.Judes in Memphis and a hospital in Huston for clinical trials treatment. If they don't feel like they could improve her chances to kill the cells than we are going to start chemo Friday.
How do you go back to work? She is going to school tomorrow. How? I just want to steal her away and go see the world with her. And cherish every second God grants us. But it just doesn't work that way.
Oh God I am weak, but you are strong!!


